Everything Happens For A Reason

2010-09-29T03:47:00.002+08:00

Learning something from another person's life is a good thing, it will be better for us as humans to learn from it and apply it into our life. The problem is people tend to advise another person but they themselves never apply the same thing in their life.

2010-08-21T14:48:00.002+08:00

So near yet so far. I will remember all this things you told me and what happened. It really hurts when you don't want to give me a chance to strengthen our relationship status by spending time together. Why? I don't understand. Yeah I'm not that perfect and I do make mistakes. Haizzz 2 years i've known you but not a single meet up. I didn't ask for beauty. i just want to show you what I worth to you. Why is it so hard? Even a guy you only know for 3 weeks met you and yeah he's your friend but what about me. I suffered this thing too long and i'll wait. And I will. I hope you read this post. Haizzz. i not gonna contact you for a few days to let you think about it. I'm not gonna pick up all your calls or messages.

2010-08-05T00:27:00.001+08:00

Why are you keeping distance from me?

haizzz :(

Have a good 5 years there :(

2010-07-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

VERSE 1:
Dropped off your keys last night,
The front door still unpainted.
You were polite like ice,
I, once could met it.
You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down.

CHORUS:
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken.

VERSE 2:
I heard your voice break, when you said,
"well I hope you're happy".
Nothin' to say, I'll stare, straight into my coffee.
Then the conversation changed,
How we talked around the blame,
And the pain of losing.
All of the good times lost,
When it all crashed down.

CHORUS:
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.

BRIDGE:
Well I'm here if you need me,
I know you don't believe me.
well I'm so sorry,
For all the pain I've caused.
Ho-oohhhhh...

CHORUS :
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.

Ho-oh...

2010-06-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm really not in the mood right now :(

Fuck ar.

2010-05-23T11:20:00.002+08:00

Saturday

Yeap as usual no partying this week.

Went arab st with my parents to find cloth for my baju kurung

And after that join my friends for sheesha-ing session

Yeap we do enjoy ourself. Went home by NR at 2+ in the morning and reach home at 3+

2010-05-18T18:51:00.003+08:00

Damn i keep thinking of you

I really do alot of mistakes, big time mistakes

I'm happy that you have someone that is nice to you.

But i'm sad that i'm not the one.

2010-05-17T18:28:00.003+08:00

Yeap friday went shisha with my applied food science mates.

After that off to rebel

Overall great day and night.

2010-05-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY MOP HAIR!!!

2010-05-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

Get my new specs. woot

2010-05-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

Yeap. i'm sick a lil bit.

Yeap have a solid 4 hours of futsal at Kallang cage.

Yeap today i played goalie.

Because of my extreme sharpness, we played win 3 straight games with no goals conceded.

Overall happy with our futsal event with 30+ people coming down which is all from pasir ris sec.

Now i have a big swell at my ankle. hahahaXD small the pieces

I get my Police half frame dark havana specs. woohoo half geek specs hahah

kay wanna go makan lar

adios amigos gy berambos

2010-04-30T00:09:00.002+08:00

I'm a change person.

You ask me 1 question

I will answer you 1 question

It depends on who you are.

Thanks

2010-04-27T19:57:00.002+08:00

School have been fine nowadays.

Me having great fun with my group of new friends and some i knew long time ago.

Yeah i study about physics, electrical, 3D graphic design and lots of stuff

This is what i want and i'm gonna give my 100% for it

I don't want to repeat the same mistake when i'm in nitec where i enjoy myself in school and never study. haizzz

Yeap i get to know this one girl whom i'll never mention her name to keep it low profile for sure. hahah. Thanks to sufi who's the one that took my phone and get her number.

She's a nice girl and very easy to get along with. hahahXD

Yeap back to school. hahaha

Studies was okay and i am not that fast-learner actually hahaXD

So on monday had our 2nd Sports wellness lesson. We played street-soccer which is the court is freaking big. hahaha

Yeap played for a good 2 hours and sweat like dog.

So thats all ya'll.

I'll update soon when i have any interesting things to share :)))))))

2010-04-26T18:38:00.010+08:00

PARTY PARTY PARTY

NYE Siloso Beach Party

Powerhouse 3rd Anniversary

Electric Playground, Zirca

WeLuvHouse Funkagenda ft. djB, Zouk

Niteclass, Zirca

Imma try to cut down or better quit partying.

And start studying.

Must really score high gpa and go on to poly.

Partying is fun when u have ur frens around.

But it is not fun when u no longer enjoying it like i am right now.

So don't start partying as its not good and waste of $$$

2010-04-26T18:37:00.002+08:00

DEE OHH DEE

SAPA SIA DEE EHK......

BOCHUIII LAR SIA

2010-04-19T10:57:00.002+08:00

Which one is better?

1st one Police Dark Havana S1587 Half frame

2nd one Rayban Clubmaster Half Frame

I want it to be my new spectacles

2010-04-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

Monday

1st day of school at ITE Tampines. Orientation starts at 9am. Meet Wan Rio Safra bus stop then walk in to school. Yeap met alot of my friends whom i know. 1st day already gerek with my classmates. Yeap they're okay and some of them ORD already. Best sia finish NS already. Can't wait for my turn. Yeap the canteen is real disappointment. Tkde mood nak makan during break. Yeap i eat outside now. hahahaXD. School ends at 3.30pm

Tuesday

Never go for Team building game as i have to go for the dental appointment. Yay i'm going to officially take off my braces on 22 june. By the time i handsome already. Slimmer a lil bit by the time. hahahXD. After that, joined my class and school ends at 3.30pm

Wednesday

Start our timetable and Wednesday and Friday is the best. Yeah class start early but ends at 1pm. How cool is that. hhaha. class ends early today 12.30pm. Then off back home. Went to play left 4 dead at T mart. And now i'm back here. Tomorrow go to ITE Yishun for a talk and after that go ITE Macpherson for CCA Open House. thats all ya'll. Want to go sleep already.

2010-04-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

i'm really in no mood and tired.

No mood cause my body is aching really badly.

Tired because i didn't get any sleep since yesterday.

2010-04-05T00:02:00.001+08:00

Never let your ego up so high and never let your ego get so low

2010-04-04T11:25:00.002+08:00

world

2010-03-29T13:46:00.002+08:00

Like you said i'm never gonna change.

Why you try to avoid me when i always ask you to meet me?

Are you for real?

Yeah i do like you. But till when must we be like this.

Talk through phone and texting.

I want to be like other couples where they meet up enjoy their time together.

Things ain't getting any better.

Why you always try to avoid my question by not replying me?

That brings suspicions to me. Like seriously.

haizzzz i have this feeling way too long.

i hope you read this post and think what you should do.

I'm way infront of you. Please remember this.

2010-03-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

Dimana ada Kemahuan, Disitu ada HIGHWAY!!!

2010-03-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

2010-03-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

FUCK ILLUMINATI!!!

2010-03-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

You said to let you go when i don't want to. Now i let you go. You still contacting me. Yea i do have other girls in mine but getting into relationship is not the correct time. I'm sorry i have to do what i have to do so now go fine yourself a better guy. Unlike me, i like to lie, club all this stuff. i can't deny that i like to club. Club is fun with the crowds and loud music. i'm not saying about the girls in there. So find yourself a good guy and as you said to me to find myself a better girl. Its hard hard but i'm trying real hard. I hope you don't get mad at me. I never toy around with you but i follow what you've said like go find someone new. Yeah i'm doing that right now but you get mad at me doing that. So whats your motive of saying that. haizzzz. i don't understand people nowadays. Anyway i'm going to my chalet and about the guy who is going to look every single movement of mine. hmmmm i don't care. As long as he's happy, i'm happy as he's my guest there. Yeah i'm getting the mood back and back on track. Gonna enjoy my life at its fullest on sunday. School gonna start in a month time. No fooling around now. No looking at girls at design course. hahahah as told by sufi 1st year design course alot of chicks. hahaha not gonna fall for that as now i'm gonna concentrate alot on my studies. Relationship all this crap will handle later in the future. Now study get certificate get money. After get money then can get girl. hahahaXD
Thats all for today. i'm off to don't know where
SSALUUUTTEEEEE

2010-03-17T01:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19th Birthday to me!!!

2010-03-15T13:22:00.003+08:00

I'm all lonely in my room looking at my phone.
I'm sorry :'((
I just don't know how to face you.
I've disappoint you alot.
Tears roll down my cheek.

2010-03-09T21:30:00.001+08:00

You killed me real good
Just don't talk to me

2010-03-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

Someone made my day today :))
hope to see you soon.

2010-03-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

I'm really not in the mood and feeling so down right now :(

2010-03-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

Don't be stubborn
Come back if the situation isn't getting any better.
I'm not angry but worried.

2010-02-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

i feel peaceful after every prayers i've made but yeah theres always challenges that makes me not to do it.

2010-02-27T09:25:00.000+08:00

I"M JUST A FUCKING NOBODY TO EVERYBODY :((

2010-02-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hahah. back in the year 1995

When hari raya is in the month of march

I miss being a little kid.

I always cry like nobody business when i never get any toys eventhough i have tons of them in my room.

But my favourite one is Leonardo of The teenage mutant ninja turtle and cookie monster of the sesame street.

Love those times when i always fight with my twin bro for toys. hahahXD

2010-02-21T11:45:00.000+08:00

I'm Sorry :((((

2010-02-20T12:33:00.003+08:00

Friday
Went CMPB to defer NS as i need to wait for my h.nitec results till 14 april
but the aunty ask me call cmpb on monday whether i can defer or not with my results
fucking bullshit sia
Then went home dress-up for Powerhouse 3rd anniversary and for Een's advance birthday
Yeap i do enjoy one hella night there with Hariz, Een, Royston, Fauzan, Yan and Nasir
Damn i was at the podium for the last fucking 3 hours
Macam biasa jugak lagau.com
But was sad as 2 of my friends cannot go in. haizzzz
Next time ar bro. 1 more time.

2010-02-15T22:18:00.003+08:00

Ada nie 1 budak kan prangai mcm kpala buto tak cukop kasih sayang mak bapak.
This someone takes advantage of this someone's friend.
Nie kata kawan. Dah macam anjing kau sia
Don't ask who that someone ar.
I'm tired of this people's attitude who wants things to be done perfectly
Tu pasal kau hilang kawan mcm gitu.
You know who you are.

2010-02-15T14:12:00.003+08:00

At last, i'm free from all the stress
ENJOY AND ENJOY and keep enjoying
theres nothing to regret on.
Next week, powerhouse, zirca, zouk or Supperclub
help me!

2010-02-11T10:20:00.003+08:00

i shed into tears when i called you
i hope the best for you in the future
yeah i wanted to pull back all my words
but as you said what is done cannot be undone.
I'm a change person now.
hope to see you soon :(

2010-02-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

My life is full of tchoukball now :)

I must not get sad with all this love stuff as i everyday pray to god on having a permanent companion in the future.

So next tournament will be IVP Tchoukball Tournament..ITE College East

After that will be Mizuno Tchoukball League

Shall update more tournaments soon :D

2010-02-08T18:28:00.002+08:00

I wish i were a boy back then
A boy who is full of energy and don't know the true meaning of love.
A boy who is always smiling and getting full attention

2010-02-06T13:23:00.003+08:00

Malam ini, ku sendiri,
tak ada yang, menemani,
seperti malam-malam,
yang sudah, sudah

Hati ini, selalu sepi,
tak ada yang, menghiasi,
seperti cinta ini,
yang s'lalu, pupus

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
kekasih yang, baik hati,
yang mencintai aku,
apa adanya

Mawar ini, semakin layu,
tak ada yang, memiliki,
seperti, aku ini,
semakin, pupus

I hope Allah will hear my sayings highlighted in red.
AMIN :')

2010-02-06T00:05:00.003+08:00

Pick Chasss

2010-02-05T09:53:00.002+08:00

Why are you so mad at me?
WHY????????????
I know its my mistake
haizzz :((
If i go the other way round, it will be much worse like i said last night.
EVEN DEAD!!

2010-02-04T17:53:00.004+08:00

ITE College East TCHOUKBALL

ITE Beach Fiesta, Siloso Beach, Sentosa

Having so much fun under the scorching sun

POL-ITE Tchoukball Tournament, Republic Polytechnic

In Action to catch TP's Zheng Chao's Ball XD

College East's 1st tchoukball medal

Mens and Womens-3rd

Full Squad

2010-02-02T18:57:00.002+08:00

Yeah everyones likes to be loved by someone.
And you also have to learn to love someone.
You don't have to lie to be loved as i can try to love you
For example, if you love someone and that someone don't love you and you cannot force them to love you. And that makes your heart break.
So don't ever lie to me about your status or other things ar
Yeah i can try to love that someone but if you reveal yourself now, its gonna be too late
So pick one
To love someone or to be loved

2010-02-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

You may see me doing stupid stuff and laugh like nobody business.
But nobody knows what i'm really going through.
The only pain with no cure is the pain in the heart.

2010-01-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

Some girls tend to go guys who have their own transport.
fuck sia
Nevermind someday in the future i'll buy myself a transport
Not some say ada mataer ada MOTOR senang sikit nak hantar aku pergi mana2 -.-
I'll buy myself a car. Not now but in the future.
Not all of them are that type. I hope i'll find someone that care about me then my possesions.
Harta boleh pergi mana. Boleh ke masuk dalam kubur.
haizzzz

2010-01-31T19:11:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna disappear.

2010-01-31T10:36:00.003+08:00

Saturday
Trained down to vivo with tchoukball mates
was damn hyper sia whn reach there
The sun is freaking hot till make me get a high fever
won 1 lose 2 games. what to do man. i, anthony and kok chai is teamed with freshmans
i did score quite a few but yeah not enough
Happy Birthday Mr POH. hahahah! The best TIC we ever had. right wenqin XD
ITE CE team 1 get 2nd. Their game with TP was a big fight man. Damn exciting for serious shit they lose by 1 point. haizzz
Nevermind guys IVP next. Gonna train more and no fooling around
Now i'm gonna sit home for the whole week as my skin is getting any blacker.
yeap some of my bestfriends do come down to watch me play but i didn't perform well.
After that chill at sentosa, I was suddenly feeling so down for no reason
so yeah told sufi and others to join ayu's friend and i need some time alone.
think back to the good times and bad times. and yeah those were the memories
k thats all guys

2010-01-30T06:29:00.002+08:00

Love is no near on my side.
yeap i can see that.
Sometimes it sucks really badly when yo see a loving couple
yeah i've been single way too long.
haizzz what can i say, my life will be all alone surrounded with just friends.

2010-01-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

I just can't hide this feeling.
Haizzzz.

2010-01-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

Theres a sadness behind my smile. I'm in no mood right now. I've been holding back my tears all awhile. But i just have to let it go. I've made a biggest mistake in my life. I hope she's okay right now. i hope she will. Haizzz. I hope she'll read my blog. I have something for you. Good Night Favourite Girl. Do take care of yourself. I'm sorry :((

2010-01-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry favourite girl :(
i'm gonna defer my ns just to look at you
i've done alot of things that breaks your heart
and now i'm back with the thread.
The Thread of Love.
I'm really sorry.

2010-01-25T10:21:00.005+08:00

i feel so lost right now :((
I just can't take it anymore.
Please meet me.
I'm sorry but i know its too late
Theres a reason on what you did.
I understand and not angry with it
I just want to know the truth thats all
The only thing that i communicate with you is handphone
I really don't know you in person.
Please you know what i want right now.
After that, i want to catch up with you the things we're missing.
I can feel the pain right now.
The pain of depression :'(

2010-01-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

Its too obvious
I live with all your lies all along

2010-01-22T11:15:00.002+08:00

jangan hubungi ku lagi
ini bisa jadi yang terakhir
aku ngerti kamu, kau tak ngerti aku
sekarang atau tak selamanya

2010-01-20T09:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday i dreamt
i dream about getting together with someone near to me
i think start a relationship with one of my friends
I don't know. Only me and god decides my path
If its my friend, its gonna be easy as i know what character they are.
If its some outside there, I just have to learn their attitude.
One day will come. Patient is my key game.

2010-01-19T08:48:00.002+08:00

See i told you i'll post this pictures. haha!

i'm gonna miss you babe.

Have a nice and safe flight.

Do wear what your mum bought for you. Later you'll catch a flu

Troublesome right. hiyoooo

Don't forget to eat your medicine kay :)

2010-01-17T23:21:00.003+08:00

I understand why you just want to stay away from me.
I just don't want to force you
But I just want you to remember me as your friend and your favourite
Have a happy life ahead and have a happy family :))

2010-01-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

Haizzz~~~~!
Now i'm back to being lonely
Its all back to square one
yeah it hurts quite bad but i just have to move on.
So today went town with Ayu, Sufi and Shirieyn
Bought a L/S shirt from Pescados...Buy cheap2 only
Then follow the girls to look for their things at ION and Wisma Atria
Then went to Haji Lane to meet Hariz and Een
Go smoke Sheesha at Mosi Cafe
Chit-chat about our relationship problems, have a good laugh and alot uh
Yeah being in the state like this really sucks. haizzz what to do
Bus-ed to Tampines
Then walked home with Sufi and Ayu
Then send Ayu near her home there
Then lastly home sweet home
K want to sleep already

2010-01-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

yahooooo my parents kena strike siol
mom 70k cash
dad don't know how may months bonus
yahoooooooo

2010-01-13T10:04:00.001+08:00

hmm i just have to go through this alone.

2010-01-11T20:23:00.001+08:00

A brand new year means a brand new start.
No fooling around now

2010-01-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

How i wish we can go back in time to amend all our mistakes
but yeah its impossible to do that.
choices will lead us to 2 different direction, the good one or the bad one.
I love you babe!

2010-01-10T12:06:00.001+08:00

Next Pick-ups :D

2010-01-08T10:28:00.003+08:00

Some happy moments in 2009

and some unhappy moments that should be forgotten

I know too much about you already

2010-01-08T09:02:00.002+08:00

I have to move on although my heart breaks really bad.
fark man. Who cares. We must enjoy life.
Don't let misery control your life. It sucks man. really really bad

2010-01-07T13:10:00.002+08:00

Upcoming events

-ITE Beach Fiesta- Tchoukball 30 Jan 2010 Siloso Beach, Sentosa

-NTU Surf & Sweat 2010 Tchoukball 7 feb Siloso Beach, Sentosa

Make sure and come by to support not just my team but others too :)

So i shall be busy nowadays training for this 2 events.

2010-01-07T10:32:00.002+08:00

be strong nadine.
I'll always be by your side.
yeah it really hard to take it but yeah i just have to accept it with an open heart.
Damn i cannot forgive myself for not stopping you :'(

2010-01-04T22:31:00.001+08:00

When you're bored, you find me
When you're not, you simply ignore me
Am i your spare tire?

2010-01-04T21:41:00.001+08:00

Haizzz
Things ain't getting any better :(((

2010-01-03T03:37:00.003+08:00

Its almost 4am in the morning and i keep thinking about you. I just couldn't sleep as i'm worried about you. I have been deeply into you since i get to know you. yeah you do lie about your identity at 1st. i know theres a reason why you never reveal yourself. that is why i continue to contact you. i'm always happy to hear your voice even when you called me late in the night when i'm sleeping. I really am. Eventhough we haven meet up once after we have been knowing each other for almost 3 months, it seems that i've fallen for you so deeply. And i haven feel this thing since i was born. I've no feelings towards any girls before i know you. This is the truth. My friend was really shocked when i'm so down. Sufi was the one whom i always talk to. He was the one that i always tell stories about you. I've never feel so down for my entire life. 1st was when you get back to malcolm. 2nd is when you get the illness. I really really love and care for you Naina Nadine Humairah. I really really am :(((

2010-01-02T09:09:00.001+08:00

arghh have a bad cough for don't know how long
and now fever joins them
very sick right now. farker deng deng

2010-01-01T09:44:00.002+08:00

one hella night there
i'm worried about someone right now.
i'm gonna pray so that nothing serious is gonna happen to her
haizzz why is every bad things happen to me when i'm closer to having a relationship?
i'm not choosey but she's just the one i'm always dreaming of.
haizzz :(((

2009-12-29T11:17:00.002+08:00

Don't cry2 luh. hiyooo
jangan luh. LOLXD
hahaha!
improving on your english is it? hehe
i'm not gonna give up :))

2009-12-28T01:37:00.001+08:00

wah tired sia
knnb my leg is killing me
shall stay at home on monday
i mean the whole day if can ar

2009-12-26T11:02:00.001+08:00

today is gonna be a busy day for me
work and work and more work.
haizzzz for money sake and for my losing my big stomach sake XD

2009-12-25T21:25:00.001+08:00

I'm a no one to anybody ):

2009-12-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

I'm just disappointed in you.

2009-12-23T12:02:00.008+08:00

Yesterday
Went sheesha with ayu and her cousins
But someone strike my brain and i became fucking furious
I just want you to be SAFE. Yeah i know you are all alone in you home and you have a fever.
Yeah you need someone to take care of you.
You should protect your dignity. You know MARUAH. MARUAH ITU MESTI DIJAGA!!!
Please don't do this. Its not i'm controlling you.
But its for your own good. What have happen to you uh?
You're a muslim and you must be proud of being one.
Please no 2nd time kay!
Finding someone like you is hard enough. Forgetting about you is even harder

2009-12-23T09:49:00.005+08:00

You're as pure as a driven snow
Don't try to deny it. I'm fucking pissed when you say you're not.
I know you're not and you say its unfair to me but life is unfair.
Life is unfair to me but its fair for me to be with you
i'll take any opportunity to be with you. Until we married, have kids and go to heaven
I don't care what challenges we'll be facing but we will face it together
I'm dead serious okay. I can be a joker but when it comes to relationship i'm a totally different person.
haizzz ):
I will try hard to win you back. And i will keep trying
No matter what i'll keep trying even its gonna end my life
I swear i will
It breaks my heart really bad. But it will make me even stronger and will challenge it by keep trying.
I can feel the impact. But i just have to hold back the tears as i'm confident that if i keep trying i'll achieve something. Something i'm proud of for all my life
Although i have no wings, i want to fly and keep flying
you know what i mean

2009-12-22T08:53:00.002+08:00

I knw the answers why you went back to him.
but its ridiculous when you're not happy and force to go back
i want you to be happy.
Just forget of that situation and don't let it stop you from being happy.
Are you scared that he will spread all the rumours?
Let him be like you said. He will taste his own medicine
I'll pray for that kay. I promise.
And i promise that i'll be waiting for you
and You are much prettier than the girl i contacting now.
Don't deny it. I slap you then you know uh. hahahhaXD
Be happy kay. I'll be your happy pill.

2009-12-21T22:35:00.001+08:00

Someone make her decision already
I'm happy for you although its not me
i'll keep waiting for you. Promise
Do take care of yourself as i now have no rights to control you.

2009-12-21T22:14:00.003+08:00

Some pick-ups i've done at KL such as AX tees, Red jack Purcell etc.

Some pictures can be found at my tagged and Facebook (:

2009-12-19T00:27:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry <3 fav girl
i really am.
i'm going KL tomorrow kay
take care of yourself through out your weekend
don't drink too much kay
i don't want to hear you sick or what so ever
please uh. i care and love you thats why (:

2009-12-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

went town wit nizam and ayie to check out for some stuffs
lepak with some chillout bros. talk about NS and alot of stuffs
yeah being around my friends is quite fun and you will forget all your bad stuffs and have a good joke.
haizzz
tomorrow KL trip. woohoo XD

2009-12-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

i'm not in the mood right now kay.
please no joking around.
i'm sorry for being harsh to you
Please don't do that again.
it will make me misunderstood

2009-12-17T22:14:00.001+08:00

When boredom strikes, playing with my Webcam camera
haizzz ):
anw i just had my hair cut, nice and tidy
not too thick not too thin (:

2009-12-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

at last get to talk to her for exactly 16 mins 26 secs.
talk to her awhile only as she's sleepy. awwww
she's sleeping alone summore. Don't scared kay
eventhough i keep disturbing you with ghost stuff and you keep cursing me to go die
but deep inside i don't want you to encounter any bad experience.
I just want you to be safe kay.
Have fun tomorrow and the next day and the next day :D

2009-12-16T16:12:00.002+08:00

relaxing at home today
watch some tv shows
use computer and playing xbox with such outdated games
hahaha!
want to fund some cash for my KL trip
so now have around 80 bucks
yeah i'm not rich
i have to earn my own money to buy stuff
i live a hard life now and i study hard for a better future
With better future, i can buy alot of stuff i want to provided i must study hard
people say play hard study hard but don't play too hard
or else become hardcore. hehehe!
so yeah i'm gonna change to a new person.
you too fav. girl.
change back to who you are in 2 years back

2009-12-15T17:18:00.003+08:00

haizzz my girl is off to KL
now i have no one to talk to at around 1.30am like we usually do.
she's coming back on sunday
and i'm going KL on Sat. Hopefully can meet her there
Harap2 kita akan ditemukan di sana Amin.
haizzz

2009-12-15T10:35:00.004+08:00

you're not alone Naina Nadine Humairah
yeah your parents cannot get back together
but you can. and you will change and i have to be patient with you.
i want you to change because the older you is much beautiful.
theres always reasons behind every situation.
and Allah wants you to know how hard life is.
i know its kinda hard for you to accept. and i'm here to support you.
like ytd you called. actually i was sleeping with tummyache but i just want to talk to you and you need someone to talk to.
my tears almost drop when i hear your misery.
I know theres even worse situation out there.

2009-12-14T23:08:00.004+08:00

You see me smile and laugh
but you don't know whats happening inside
I try to make an effort but it simply go to waste
i feel the pain inside but tears won't fall as i have to be strong
but it will one day
i stop clubbing and drinking because of you.
All for you. What more do you want from me?
Why you always keep avoiding me?

2009-12-14T15:06:00.001+08:00

I want g-star raw jeans but it cost a freaking 300 bucks
dammit

2009-12-14T14:35:00.002+08:00

As long as you don't play behind my back
I'm cool with it.

2009-12-14T11:25:00.003+08:00

I want you to be my gf but we are not getting any better.
Always talk on the phone and message each other. haizzz
Why you always don't want let me meet you?

2009-12-14T08:58:00.001+08:00

Some things are not meant to do as it will make someone pissed off.
And i've done it and i'm sorry. I really(10000x) am.

2009-12-12T22:57:00.001+08:00

wah got someone make my fav. girl pissed off ar
he have the guts uh. wow!
she so fierce yet someone brave enough to kacau awak. heehee!!

2009-12-12T10:06:00.002+08:00

i know its not easy for you. i understand that.
i'm here to help you.
I just want you to turn healthy back like last time you used to.
A sportswoman who solat regularly.
and i like that. Its hard to find this kind of woman in this world.